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Journal Entry: Fri May 25, 2012, 11:56 PM
I don't want to forget this one because it bugs me.

I don't remember much from the beginning, but I felt like I was somewhat taken. As if I would've been kidnapped, but not exactly. I woke up, but the paradox – I was numbed. I didn't open my eyes fully but I felt the presence of someone from my biological family. I soon understood that I was in some kind of hospital. The doctor numbed me and started doing something and I could feel it – superficially, but still – and someone said: "But you're numbed, so you'll be fine."

Next thing, I wake up in a class. It's dark outside – night – and we're having a History test. Students are shouting to each other about what kind of topic they should write about. They were getting mad and I started talking and all glared to me. Then, the other thing is – I'm laying again in the hospital. This time no one numbed me. I screamed while they were putting wires into my arms.

And then the dog barked.

I'm a little bit struggling with sleep recently, you see. Started falling asleep on the ground at a daylight (which would be the biggest crime for a child Greta, as I never slept during the day and would always wake up early as hell) and I need to lay hours before I fall asleep during the night. My brain and me don't coordinate at the time, it appears. I say: "sleep", brain says: "I'll give you a vision of flying desk above people heads and don't ...............[deleted parts derp]"

So, today I woke up at 8am because of this rat-bat-dog-crap barking, my eyes are red, and I'm sleepy again but I won't fall asleep. What's deviantART for? Teenage art and teenage rages! Score.

Anyway, I'll probably do a bunch of photos soon. After all, the brainwashing industry and co. ends soon for me (I'm talking about school.) For the ending of this random journal entry of sleepless Greta – could anyone recommend me a good video game? What I'm looking for is a superb storyline, nice visual atmosphere, preferably not a shooting game for now. I just want some more choice in weaponry. Hey, if you don't have any good offers, that's fine. I'll get back to Vampire The Masquerade: Bloodlines. I can swing a fire axe or a sledgehammer there with my Malkavian 69 Police oufit.

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~DexterLexter 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i know u like insanity as much as the next guy. try:
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What guy?

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~DexterLexter 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
the guy over there with the funky glasses

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Oooh... No, I don't have a fucking glue who you're talking about, DexLex.

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Remind me - what exactly did you want to get?

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=Branchewski May 20, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
If you have some points to spare, a cake badge. So I can call it Šakotis.

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